I don’t feel like writing...

I am not so much in the mood to do that, but I thought why not try writing when you don’t feel like it and see what comes out. So here I am.

You know what! lets take a look at me. I am 35 years old, why do I always have to start talking about myself this way? I wonder, is it becasue I can’t believe I am that old already? or is it that I am scared that I am this old? I wonder. Any way, I have two lovely daughters, a good husband (as good as it gets! :), what else am I doing, trying to go through a masters degree, and yes trying to keep growing beautiful hair, and while am at it trying to keep my looks, which are not bad, if I can say so myself. Very simple life, right. I think I like it that way, simple means no trouble, good, right.

What do I enjoy; I like reading, shopping, movies and yes coffee. A cup of coffee can sometimes be so (lost for words). I also enjoy fashion and experminting with beauty products. I always find myself thinking how many people around me can look much better that they actually do with the right hair, make up and cloths.

I know three languages: Arabic, English and French, listed in the order I have learnt them in.

What I hate the most, arguments and fights. I have no tolerence for them. If I get into a fight with someone I love its absolute torture for me till we make up. The idea of not speeking or being day in day out angry at someone I love is just awful to me.

Worst trait: I am very indecisive (wait is that a word?) I can’t make up my mind about things, no matter hwo simple. I just have to take ages doing it. Yes or no answers rarely come out of me, usually ther is an elaborate analysis of the pros and cons of any situation instead. That is one of the major reasons why I made sure I marry someone who is a decision maker by nature. Other than that my married life would have been a long comtemplation.

How do I see my future? I realy don’t. I am not the sort to either dwell on the past or sit trying to visualise my future. I have some plans yes, I have some things that I would like to do at certain coming years. But real visuals no I don’t. I just hope nothing bad comes my way.

OK,,, enough about me.